Monday, September 11th, 2006
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8:28 pm - [drabble] RPG
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This is from an RPG I'm doing with Shizu, this was a section where two of my characters are interacting. So it may not make sense. XD;
( Am I cruel? )
Hur hur I suck, I need to write more. XD;
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Thursday, June 1st, 2006
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9:31 pm - Kurai no Michi drabble.
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Friday, February 10th, 2006
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9:42 pm - What can I say [part Thirteen]
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I'm still super busy and lacking in the abundance of time that I would like to have for working on my stories, but its ok, since studying for a geography test is much more important. XD;;; But enjoy chapter thirteen.
( Why did I let him see such a weak side of me... )
God I hope I didn't move this to fast, but I guess since Sedona was in such a fragile state it's only natural for him. I guess. XD;; But I do like how evil Dorian is. Its actually rather sexy. XDD
current mood:  chipper
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Monday, November 21st, 2005
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2:42 pm - [What Can I Say] Part Twelve
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Sunday, November 20th, 2005
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1:00 pm - [Writing] What Can I Say - DorianxSedona
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Such a long period of time and I haven't been able to finish a chapter for a long time. But my goal was to at least finish this chapter and hopefully start on another one before the end of November. Goal Accomplished! ^^
( I hate him....But there's something attractive... )
And I have chapter Twelve done so I will try to upload it tomorrow. ^^;;
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Football
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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
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7:49 pm - I Love This Bar pt 2
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Well I guess its my turn! ^^; I'm sorry this sucks, It'll get better when I get into a better rythm.
( I want to be a singer... )
It's been awhile since I've uploaded something here. ^^;;
current mood: accomplished
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Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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10:40 am - drabble
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Title: Innocence Please
Word Count: 151 words.
Summary: There is only one truth about life.
( Innocence Please )
Please forgive the total craptasticness of this, I was having a writers block moment. >_
current mood:  groggy
current music: Muse - Apacolypse Please
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Thursday, December 16th, 2004
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12:16 pm - Pet Peeve
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First of all, I know there are people out there that do this, infact I sometimes do it myself. But that feeling usually passes after time. These are the people who say it about everything they do. And it drives me insane...
"I think it sucks"
Thats the line I hate to hear from people who do good artwork. (Or any version of that line.) I don't care if its drawing, painting, digital work...WHATEVER. I am just sick and tired of these people who can do shit better than me, and better than some people, and then complain about how crappy it looks, or how horrible it looks...
WHEN IT LOOKS JUST FINE!!! How fucking deep in low self esteem do you have to be in, to think that way! Or is it an ego thing...if its because you don't want people thinking your arrogant, thats fine, but stop it! It just makes people like me mad. No one cares if the smallest detail isn't perfect, but if it is good enough, and you put a lot of work into it, then SHUT UP! No one care... I don't care if there is something slightly off...unless there is a big hudge noticable mstake, or some hugde difference in porportion, color or whatnot. DONT FUCKING COMPLAIN ABOUT IT! When you say shit like that it makes you look stupid, and it makes the people who think it looks good, feel stupid...
I know, I did it, and I'll Tell you, it did make me feel stupid. I have worked very hard to stop doing that, and the only time I do it, is when I personally know there is something that needs to be fixed, and try to fix it. And if I can't fix it, then I tell them thank you, and perhaps give a little reason why I think there's something off about it. But I'm not going to say, I think it sucks, because of a very small insignificant mistake or offset.
SHUT UP! I hate it with a passion and people who do that when something is obviously good need to be punched in the face and locked in a room. I get so sick and tired of all the being hard on yourself, and going, "I'm no good." Wah wah wah. JUST STOP IT! Its childish, its stupid, and its just a stupid way to think... -_-*
current mood:  aggravated
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Saturday, December 11th, 2004
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10:21 pm - [writing] "What can I say..."
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Well, I didn't feel like completely stopping where I left off, so I decided to write a little more. Not to mention a friend encouraged me to. *huggles* You know who you are. ^^ So I decided to write a second "chapter" by which I mean, I will start and just write until my thought is finished. These are in order.
This takes place about a week after Sedona was in the Office with teh principal. XD
( What can I say, I don't like to loose... )
I have no idea where I am going with this, but as long as it sounds ok thats good enough for me. If you noticed, I didn't specify what sport Sedona plays. I did that intentionally. XD; But I will more than likely specify which sport they both play. Eventually. XD;
current mood:  happy
current music: Dire Straights - Tunnel of Love
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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
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12:13 pm - [short fan fic]
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Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
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5:09 pm - Well...
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I just spent a lousy hour in class, only to find out no one else had anything interesting to say about math. I mean the final is monday, people should at least be asking questions. Bah whatever...
This is a result of my boredom so I apologize for the total disjointed crappiness.
( What can I say...I can't help, being who I am. )
I don't know, I probably should have just kept it simple, but I don't know. Prehaps I will branch out with this. I don't write as much as I would like, prehaps I will try harder to let things just flow.
I apologize for the raw unpolished thoughts.
current mood:  amused
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Saturday, December 4th, 2004
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10:34 pm - Selfless Self Promotion
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Saturday, November 27th, 2004
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9:16 pm - Why I dread the holidays....
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People...
Fucking people who stand in your way at the mall and don't give a rats ass about the people around them!!! People who need to spend fucking thousand bucks while checking out! *shudders at the incident last year.* I was ready to explode and chop that guys head off!!! >_<
I have been trying to make an effort to get presents for my friends sooner rather than later. As well as buying things off the internet instead of having to waste two hours of my life feeling my nerves snap one by one. Like I dont have better things to do than stand around a bunch of diseased people.
I like the Holidays, I like spending it with my friends and family, but when it comes to having to interact in the society of chaos, I would rather jab a pencil in my eye.
Other then that! I'm looking forward to the Holidays. XD;
current mood:  awake
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Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
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3:17 pm - UUUUGH!
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9:13 am - Because I don't post much in here...
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I suppose this is ok since no one reads this journal and frankly its open mostly for people who may be the slightest interested.
I don't know what it is but I feel shitty...and not in the sick way, in the I feel useless way. Why do people get moments where they just feel like crawling in a hole and dying. I feel kind of horrible and I just want to disappear, I know, everyone goes through this, but it just sucks, and I guess this just helps me fro slitting my wrists or something. Heh.
Not that I would do that anyway, I may talk about shit like that, but the actual act is something I just can't do.
I'm weird like that.
I'm doing sort of a free commission for a friend, I hope she likes it, Lately I've been feeling like my work is less than addiquate...
I also decided not to sell anything for the Holiday art sale, I just don't have the time to get everything ready. I wish I could, the idea of selling my work is a fun idea, but then, the idea of someone throwing it out is heartbreaking to me. I don't know, do I really have the heart to sell something to a stranger that has no idea how much work I put into something...?
current mood:  sad
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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
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7:35 am - Disclaimer: *may have caps lock abuse*
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This is not an attack on the President, this is not an attack on the Republican part, this is not an attack on anyone inparticular...This is an attack...
ON ALL THE FUCKING STUPID PEOPLE WHO HAVE THE IQ OF A ONE MONTH CHILD!!!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU FUCKERS!!! HOW FUCKING STUPID CAN YOU BE!!!
I am happy to say that my state did not dissapoint me. Especially since California has never voted for a Republican since Reagan. Who was an exception. I was proud that most of the states I thought would vote democratic did. But when I started to see all the red and hardly any blue, I began to get discouraged. And that feeling hasn't changed...Its sad...
Its sad that the US has sunk down to the level of republican redirect...
I want everyone to think clearly for a moment without the help of anyone. With the way things are going this war may not end in four years...and if it doesn't who's gonna save you then? HUH HUH!!!?
THATS RIGHT! You didn't fucking think about that did ya! the fact that war does not end with one person. Take the Vietnam war. That went on for years and was handed down to three other presidents before it finally came to a resolution...
YOU CAN BELEIVE ALL THE FUCKING LIES! But its not going to change the fact that we are going to be stuck with this...He has not gotten Osama Bin Laden...He has not brought our troops home and he has not done anything about the rise in unemployment. Unemployment is up to 41% OH YEAH HES DOING A FINE JOB!!!
Once again...WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!!!
This is pathetic I can't beleive that everyone thought Bush could protect us...it doesn't fucking matter who the president is, if we are going to be stuck in that godawful place then we are going to be there...the fate of the war does not rest in the hands of one man...a man who thinks that we are safe with him as president...
I have seen so many lies, so many lies that people fail to see, not to mention all of the retarded things Bush says...It is just more blood boiling...I am not sad...I am fucking pissed....
To the point where I want to scream....The only silver lining I see...is that once these four years of a dark cloud are over....He's out...and he ain't coming back...
current mood:  pissed off
current music: Eminem - Mosh
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Sunday, October 24th, 2004
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9:07 pm - Meme taken from myself! XD;
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Think of 3 pictures you'd like to see - things in my house, around it, favorite stuffs....nothing nakkid though ;) etc. Pick something I can take a picture of, easily or not so easily (give me a challenge), and sit back and wait for the photos. Have a digital camera? Feel free to copy/paste this into your own journal to have fun with all!
current mood:  mellow
current music: Lewis Black
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Thursday, October 21st, 2004
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9:38 am - Hee!
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I woke up this morning in the cold! You can't beleive how happy I am about that. I didn't want to get out of bed but it was still sort of a nice thing. I like the cold because then I have the excuse to roll up in my blankets and just stay there! XD;
Lots of things come to mind when I think about Chilly weather. Especially the thought of Christmas, which is yeah, two months away but I look forward to it. ^^; Everything outside has a fresh look to it. It makes me happy, and thats something I kind of need to balance out all the times I have been so unsure.
The air outside is crisp and clean, that never ceases to amaze me, how after the rain everything seems fresh, cleansed and renewed. I love it. I know, this is probably a pointless post but I just like to enjoy some of the small things in life that make me happy, even after sadness.
current mood: happy
current music: Dean Martin - In the Misty Moonlight
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Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
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3:06 pm - Caps lock abuse *waves arms around*
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OMG! KEEP ME AWAY FROM EBAY! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!! SO MANY THINGS I WANT! POCKET WATCH! I WANT THE FMA POCKET WATCH! *rolls around*
SO EXPENSIVE! *cries*
current mood:  weird
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Thursday, September 30th, 2004
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10:33 pm
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Not that many would really care much on this issue, hence the reason I am posting it here, but I feel very strongly about the future, and some of the choices that are made that can and will affect the future. I did watch the debate because it allows me to ask questions and analyze what I see. So what I am presenting is my own interpretation of what I saw. I welcome all opinions on one condition. All opinions and corrections must be thoughtful, and be backed up by facts. I do not want to hear, “Because he is stupid.” Those comments are for ignorant people…
( My Analysis on the Debate... )
Along with my opinions of the debate I also wrote down several questions that I thought of when listening. If you want to answer any or all of them feel free to, all I ask is you make your answers, intelligent, and absolutely fascinating. ( A few questions I thought up... )
Now just to let people know, I am not asking these questions because I don’t know anything. I am asking these questions out of curiosity. Those of you who know me, already know the stand I take on most of these questions, but I am interested in the opinions of others, and if someone has a better idea in believing what they believe more than I.
current mood: accomplished
current music: Queen - Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy
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